well i am alive.

bri and i took a train to california! it was so wonderful. we got to sit up in this scenic upperfloor train car and see all the states we travelled through. our favorite was new mexico. they had all kinds of cob houses >.< i am going to build one, someday!! maybe in a hill? hehe and bri bought me a wooden flute in alberque! i just do not know how to play it.

but i do miss maine, alot. when we come back we will find a cheap place to live in, and build a life together. i miss maine because it is my home, i miss my dad and my mom and sister so we will probably be leaving a little sooner.

i believe the only time i want to travel is to see my aunts and uncle, and to go to europe. i think i would definatly want to visit europe for a much longer time because that is where my ancestors are from (ireland).

my uncle del, when he was a librarian (that is not the reason why i want to be a librarian by the way haha it was a total coincidence) he compiled a 'cain family tree' and i read it. it was very interesting...i learned about the irish clan my family came from, as well as my family coat of arms. i badly want to read my mom's side of the family tree. the 'lapeirre' side...they come from portugal,england and france, which i am sure, is just as interesting.

well enough blabbering on, i don't know whether people still know i exist, haha, but i do miss everyone! i really do. if you are close to my heart you know me, and i am still here. i just have some hard growing-up to do, as well as spiritual journey-ing. but i hope to be back very soon! i need to connect with the forest as well as my family and friends. it's all in my heart and none of it is here with me

ah well i enjoy vacationing while it lasts!